Goodbye Summer

As I finish packing the last of my stuff, I've been reminiscing on the memories I have this summer.

Summer, I just wanted to thank you for....

....random fun nights at the BLVD

....Carnivals at Largo Town Center

....thirsty Thursdays at Morgan ;-)

....late night cyphers

....parking lot pimping in Micheville Plaza

....late night trips to the Harbor

....Caribbean Festival

....4th of July/Bday Celebration in Hampton

....cookouts

....VIP status at the Clubs

....Internships (PAID)

....new friendships

.....mini shopping sprees

.....random trips to Laurel

.....RITAS!!!

.....paychecks

.....new cars

.....vacations

....special memories.....

See you next year!!!

Been Gone For A Min...

I haven't really blogged in a min. Since Aug arrived, I guess you can say I've been on the move. I just came back from a wonderful week in Florida with the twin/roomie Tara, and that vacation was well needed! We did nothing but be lazy, hang by the pool, beach, even in the room, with the occasional site seeing and eating lol. This vacation gave me a lot of time to just think and chill, and I love doing that. In all reality, no matter how much on a go you are, you just need some time to reflect and think about what's really going on in your life.

I've been going back and forth with a lot lately (on the lowsky lol). For some reason a lot of things have been annoying me. People constantly texting/calling me, desperate boys, nagging mom. Everything just really annoyed me!! One thing in particular was boys. Don't you hate when the boy that you really want, just isn't doing what you want, but the guys you don't care about are putting into overtime?? I hate that!! I hated looking at my text wondering if it was him, but instead it's one of the other boys...ugh! Now don't get me wrong, the boys that hit me up are sweet and nice, but they just aren't what I want! Not to mention, they are in the past. This summer was a lot of re-evaluating friendships and past relationships. I let go of them all! I'm tired of going back and forth with the same boys. If it hasn't worked by now, then it just wont! Dealing with the same things that make me smile, yet made me dropped them in the beginning was getting old pretty fast, so I had to end it all for good!

Now when it comes to "him", I really can't tell you how that's going. One min I'm annoyed by him because he still doesn't get this whole communication thing, but then the next when I hear from him, I get that smile again. It's crazy how I hear from him for a little and things are good, and then they just stop...so abruptly! Then when I do finally hear from him, it's as if the fact that I didn't hear from him, didn't matter. Sometime I want to complain about it to him, but instead of causing more problems, I just brush it to the side and enjoy the moment.

Something

Since I decided to have a chill Sunday and just listen to music, I've been vibing to Heartbrake Drake 2 for the past few weeks and this song has been my favorite. It wasn't until today that I actually listen to the words and realized that goes with a lot of how I am feeling right about now. So I decided to put the lyrics up here for you guys to see...

Something

Falling too fast

Clearly rules dont apply

Cant believe that I just met you

You got me here watching minutes pass by

Wondering when to expect you

There you go is this a dream

Looking like every picture that Ive seen of you before

Ive seen it all before now that its over

Should have known better

Then to think this was real

And you could be mine

Should have known better

Slowed it down

Cause I feel you needed time

But I kept thinkin

This could be something 3x

This could be 2x

This could be something 3x

Maybe its just nothing at all

But this could be something

This could be something 2x

This could be 2x

This could be something 3x

Maybe its just nothing at all

At all 2x

Maybe its just nothing at all

At all 2x

I guess its what we make it 2x