Been Gone For A Min...

I haven't really blogged in a min. Since Aug arrived, I guess you can say I've been on the move. I just came back from a wonderful week in Florida with the twin/roomie Tara, and that vacation was well needed! We did nothing but be lazy, hang by the pool, beach, even in the room, with the occasional site seeing and eating lol. This vacation gave me a lot of time to just think and chill, and I love doing that. In all reality, no matter how much on a go you are, you just need some time to reflect and think about what's really going on in your life.

I've been going back and forth with a lot lately (on the lowsky lol). For some reason a lot of things have been annoying me. People constantly texting/calling me, desperate boys, nagging mom. Everything just really annoyed me!! One thing in particular was boys. Don't you hate when the boy that you really want, just isn't doing what you want, but the guys you don't care about are putting into overtime?? I hate that!! I hated looking at my text wondering if it was him, but instead it's one of the other boys...ugh! Now don't get me wrong, the boys that hit me up are sweet and nice, but they just aren't what I want! Not to mention, they are in the past. This summer was a lot of re-evaluating friendships and past relationships. I let go of them all! I'm tired of going back and forth with the same boys. If it hasn't worked by now, then it just wont! Dealing with the same things that make me smile, yet made me dropped them in the beginning was getting old pretty fast, so I had to end it all for good!

Now when it comes to "him", I really can't tell you how that's going. One min I'm annoyed by him because he still doesn't get this whole communication thing, but then the next when I hear from him, I get that smile again. It's crazy how I hear from him for a little and things are good, and then they just stop...so abruptly! Then when I do finally hear from him, it's as if the fact that I didn't hear from him, didn't matter. Sometime I want to complain about it to him, but instead of causing more problems, I just brush it to the side and enjoy the moment.