Brand New

Summer is starting to whine down unfortunately, but I must say that I had a pretty memorable one. From parties, to random adventures, to club hopping, to straight chillin, this summer is definitely one for the books. One thing this summer definitely helped me with is grounding myself and bringing myself back to who I once was. With the summer quickly coming to an end, the school year is about to start back up and that means that everyone will be going back to their schools and trying to get back into the swing of things. One thing that is always common, especially at Hampton, is people coming back "brand new". I think everyone has dealt with it; from boyfriends, to boos, to friends, to even your room mate, everyone thinks that coming back with a new attitude is always for the best. Me and my friend Tara always try to figure out who, out of the people we know, will do this and it always seems to shock us, mainly because it was the boys we were talking to that came back "BRAND NEW".

Now I hope this year is different since we're juniors and we should pretty much know who we're cool with. But for some reason, I can't help but to wonder, how things really will be this semester. I know things with my friends will probably stay the same, then again, there might be a little bit of surprises from certain people, but none the less, my friends pretty much stay real. But when it comes to boys, I don't really know how that will go. My mom kid around with me in the beginning of the summer saying "When you get back to school, all your friends are going to still have their boys and you're going to have to start over." Then I knew it was a joke, but I started thinking about it yesterday. That maybe the case when the semester start, and I'm just going to have to be prepared for it. All good things come to an end at some point in time.

Am I ready for it to end, probably not. Do I want it to end? No, not really. Will it end? Only time will tell. Until I know what's going to happen, I guess I'm just going to have to protect myself and my feelings.