Careless

So blog I must say that I've been really Happy lately!! I've been smiling a lot more, laughing a lot, and just overall in a good mood!! Partly because I was anticipating my 20th birthday which was yesterday. I had a lot of fun this past weekend back down at Hampton, celebrating with my girls, brothers, and my friends down there. People really cared about it being my birthday and really made sure that I had a good time. It was non-stop fun and things to do, I wish we didn't have to leave on Sunday. My actual birthday was pretty chill. He was actual the first one to call, which was actually a big shock to me. I got flowers sent to me from someone that I still don't know who. I went to dinner with my family and ended up chilling with my big brothers and Pitts. I was surprise at how many people actually called me and remembered because I didn't really bring it up to that many people unless you read my signature on my text messages. Over all it was really nice.

But beside my birthday arrival, I have been really happy lately because of my new care free view of everything. Nothing bothers me anymore. Whether it's family, drama with friends, HIM, I just don't care. And it's not a mean or a negative I don't care, it's more of a I just don't wanna be effected by these little things anymore. No more hoping he calls/text me, I just don't care. If he wants to talk to me, he knows my number and how to reach me. And I must say, this carefree attitude feels good! Drama with friends don't even phase me anymore. If he has nothing to do with me and my name isn't really in it, I could careless about what happens.

Now I don't want anyone to think that this is me trying to be reckless and mean, but think about it: why do we care about all the petty little things, especially when the other person, probably isn't even tripping over it. Life is too short to be worrying about the "he say/she say", the boy drama, and the petty things that happen in your family. Let it all go, do you! Who cares what others say or do, because in the end, it's all about YOUR happiness. And I must say I am really happy right now :-)