Don't Dwell On It...

The funniest thing to me when it comes to boys is when they realize that they had was something special. It's crazy how I went on emotional roller coaster rides with you and had to move on. But as soon as you see me happy and living life without you, you want to come back as if nothing ever happened...WRONG!! what ever happen to old girl that you chose over me?? The one with the annoying ass accent, no sense of style, and scary looking eyes. Now trust and believe that I am not hating, because I give credit where it is deserve. But if you going to do me dirty or going to give me competition, at least give me someone that's on my level. Because when it comes to competition, I thrive in them. You might say, I lost because you chose her, but in the end, who is hitting who up on a daily basis. Who can't be in the same room with me without staring at me from a far, as if I don't see it. She wasn't all she looked to be huh? She didn't satisfy your deepest fantasies and pleasures that only I know about huh? Man boys are so funny sometimes. I'm not trying to put you on blast but I'm sorry that it's funny how you really think you can come back like nothing wrong every happened! What kind of girl do you take me for?? The "emotional, dramatic, crazy girl" that you once treated like nothing, is happy and is working with BIGGER (and I do mean bigger) and BETTER things. I hope you read this is realize how much of jerk you really were and I hope you don't dwell too much on what would've been, because that's in the past and there is no need to wishing and hoping for something that will NEVER EVER happen.