Home Alone

So Summer officially started for me this week and I must say I am impressed with the way things are going. Fun time back home at LOVE (we partied like the VIP we are), fun time stunting around PG county, and Fun time just chilling with friends. I cant tell already from this week that this summer is going to be about meeting new people and just stepping my game up on a lot of things. Although the summer is getting off to a good start, I can't say the same for being at home. Things just aren't the same. Little sister is just too grown, and doing the most! I know I wasn't like her growing up. Some of the things she say and do just never make sense to me. I guess that's just part of growing up. Mom dukes, I don't even know what's really good with her. I'm trying so hard to be respectful to her because at the end of the day she is my mom, but sometimes she just isn't reasonable.

I don't get it. I feel like we go through this every time I come home for a break. I've been aways for months on my own, where you never ask me where I'm going and what I'm doing. Then as soon as I get back home, you question every single move I make. I can see if I was a bad kid that has gotten into some trouble in my time. But I go to school, make good grades, never got in trouble, always working when I come home, respectable to others. What more do you want?!?! I'm almost 20 years old and I feel like sometimes I'm being question as if I'm my little sister. And if only she knew what she was up to!!! It's crazy how my cousin use to always tell me, when you go to college, home doesn't really feel like home anymore. And you know what, I have to agree. Home just doesn't feel the same anymore. I feel like I'm a guest in this house, that's only visiting for a few months.

Now I don't know about other people, but that's just not how I want to live. I wish home and my family could be like my friends back here at home, no matter how far away we are, when we get back together, its just like we never left each other. I know how that's going to happen, but all I know is that things just can't be like this for the next four months!!