Sunday, May 24, 2009
Something's Missing
Summer has been in full effect since I've been home. Parties, cookouts, get together, etc. things have been pretty nice. I can already tell this summer is just bout to be to the one that has all the memories. With me and my P.I.C. (that's Morgan for all of y'all slow people), anything is possible. But yesterday I realize something, I have been so busy trying to make sure that I am doing something at all times, because I didn't want to think about HIM. I've been having so much fun meeting new people, doing new things that something still didn't feel right about all of it. Now let me explain myself before people get it twisted. We've been home from school for about 3 weeks now, so isn't it too soon to miss someone?? This week I swear everything started to remind me of him! Songs, ESPN Sport center, and these little poppers I got for him at the beach. I was telling Morgan that I don't want to spend my whole summer just thinking about how much I miss him and don't have fun because I'm sure he probably isn't doing the same. Not saying he don't miss me, but he's just not the one to show it like that. I don't know how much longer I can go without seeing him, I barely here his voice, but I guess I have no choice. I will just have to continue to make the best out of my summer with Him here with me :-/
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its normal to miss someone, you cant hide your emotions or feelings. and if there are days you cant experess them then do excatly this and write
ReplyDeleteon the meantime....
enjoy yourself because your young and you only live once. but also dont forget whats important to you. [and same for him]. The only person who knows all is God so keep trusting him & he will lead you down the right paty [and its probably the path yet traveled lol].
its okay to miss someone, thats natural. but dont let the times you miss him make you feel down because of the fact that you havent seen him or may not, instead let them make you smile and laugh because of how you feel when you DID see him and how his goofiness made you laugh. that way when you miss him its because you are missing the good & funny times rather than missing him because you realize you cant see him (it will only make you kinda sad). and dont try to keep yourself busy so you dont think of him, think of him as much as you want cuz it will make you smile instead of upset when the thought of him sneaks up on you because you've been trying to block it.
ReplyDeleteim sure he misses you just as much...maybe even more, but he'll deny it (he's a boy!) haha =]